|Back to reality...
||[Aug. 25th, 2006|10:30 pm]
|[||whats stuck in my head
|||||Death Cab - Brothers on a hotel bed||]|
Once again summer has passed more quickly than i could have imagined it would. I'm quite surprised to find myself Missing everyone as much as this time last year. i thought that it would'nt be so bad now that i've already experienced everyone leaving once before, but i was wrong. I've kept lots of people close to me, but lost touch with many more than i would have liked to. Lots of things have happened with the band that bring me happiness, but not comfort. I'm going back to dutchess full time. Hopefully i'll stay focused and not screw this year up like the last. I remember first creating this livejournal thingy, and where i was in life and in my own mindset, and i feel that i've changed so much since then, but at the same time
i'm the exact person i was then. I guess i'm kinda lost right now. I'm not sure what i should be doing, or if any decision i make is the right one. All i can really do is keep walking this path that i'm on and hope to god everything turns out alright. Because with the speed things are flying by at right now i feel that i can't afford to waste any more time. Maybe further on down the road things will start to make sense.