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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2006|12:56 am]
[mood |blahblah]
[whats stuck in my head |Jezebel - Iron & Wine]

I'm so tired of not feeling any sense of satisfaction in anything i do. i dropped down to 1 class at dutchess again...i really need to get it together. I wish i had the motivation to go back full time next semester, but by the looks of things, thats not happening. Something needs to change soon, hopefully it'll be me.
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Back to reality... [Aug. 25th, 2006|10:30 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[whats stuck in my head |Death Cab - Brothers on a hotel bed]

Once again summer has passed more quickly than i could have imagined it would. I'm quite surprised to find myself Missing everyone as much as this time last year. i thought that it would'nt be so bad now that i've already experienced everyone leaving once before, but i was wrong. I've kept lots of people close to me, but lost touch with many more than i would have liked to. Lots of things have happened with the band that bring me happiness, but not comfort. I'm going back to dutchess full time. Hopefully i'll stay focused and not screw this year up like the last. I remember first creating this livejournal thingy, and where i was in life and in my own mindset, and i feel that i've changed so much since then, but at the same time
i'm the exact person i was then. I guess i'm kinda lost right now. I'm not sure what i should be doing, or if any decision i make is the right one. All i can really do is keep walking this path that i'm on and hope to god everything turns out alright. Because with the speed things are flying by at right now i feel that i can't afford to waste any more time. Maybe further on down the road things will start to make sense.
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2006|01:38 am]
[mood |blankblank]
[whats stuck in my head |Nickel Creek - Doubting Thomas]

I can't help but feel that i've wasted the best part of my life, and its all gonna go downhill from here. i have no desire to see what tomrorow may bring. What am i doing with my life?
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... [Jan. 6th, 2006|12:55 am]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[whats stuck in my head |iron and wine - the trapeze swinger]

i just have one question. Where did all the time go?

i hope that things get better real soon.
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here we go [Dec. 23rd, 2005|11:58 pm]
[mood |blankblank]
[whats stuck in my head |The Almost - I mostly like to copy other people]

"so this is the time when,you be what you just wanna be i always thought this would come oh so naturally.. i'm gonna do just what you order me to do oh chase me, chase me,i'll run twelve circles around you

i'll make this way worse than you know

ain't it a shame that they won't remember all of this, we're all just fakin' out with someone who tells us what we should miss

lets get lets get it goin' make a mess way worse than you know we'll beat this town black and blue with my quick and easy flow, they will ask us where we came from wheres the place that we blew in from i wanna make them like us i wanna make them worship us

it will make you feel like your in love

more fake than you have ever been spin spin the truth gets its chance..."
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2005|12:52 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[whats stuck in my head |The Rocket Summer - Goodbye waves and driveways]

i miss my old friends. on a lighter note:

Glory fest was amazing. we made over 500 dollars and some huge connections which should make being a band easier. the 500 went out a few days later to pay for shirts, buttons and stickers, but at least we got to pass it around and smell it. I hate how drama seems to stir up everywhere, no matter what group you're in. ive had the house to myself all week, but have barely been home to experience the greatness of it. I asked my mom if me, denis and steve could move into our condo, her response was "hell No" because im unemployed, which by the way im still working on at a painfully slow pace. this summer isnt off to that great of a start. i hope that changes.
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who woulda thunk it [May. 24th, 2005|10:45 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[whats stuck in my head |the starting line - playing favorites]

the goinz on round here

-we won the Jay battle of the bands and victory tastes sweet

-a good friend dropped out

-prom is this week, i couldnt be any less excited

-i cannot wait for glory fest next month

-i gave nate an old microwave that i found in my attic as a wedding gift (he gets married in a week and a half)

-i hope i dont fail english....or gym

-nobody seems to want to hire me...anywhere i go

-i refuse to make a myspace

-i dont want to go to dutchess...or any college for that matter

-my bank account is almost dried up

-i need to get back into the habit of updating this thing...
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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2005|10:32 pm]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[whats stuck in my head |Hurricane - Something corporate]

whats been going on in my life:

-sponsored a kid from peru. his name is diego alberto panduro noblejas and hes 4. he has 7 brothers and sisters. i think its the best way i can spend 32 bucks a month.
-my new bass isnt gonna be shipped until the 15th...almost a month late. im not happy about that.
-im failing gym.
-got my hair cut. i want to get it cut again soon.
-i really hate les mis in general and i cant wait for it to be over.
-i still havent gotten in my application to dutchess...i dont really want to go there at all anymore, but at the same time i dont wanna go away.
-changed the oil in my truck in the garage two days ago, got oil all over and ruined my pants.
-ive been eating way too much wendys.
-We got new shirts made, they have a picture of us laughing on the front. i look dumb in it.

now on another note:
Battle of the bands is tomorrow night. its at the john jay cafeteria. its 5 dollars to get it, but you get a dollar off for every can of food you bring in.(the cannot be non-vegetarian). that means that 5 cans of beans gets you in free. there are 9 bands in all playing. Bonsters, Admit one, Somewhere within will be a few of the bands there. it starts at 7 and goes until 10...were playing last-probably around 9:40. hope to see everyone there.
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(no subject) [Feb. 11th, 2005|07:59 pm]
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[whats stuck in my head |time and confusion - Anberlin]

so this week wasnt anything special. im just glad its the weekend. we sent our new promo shots down to florida to our promoter, and he liked them alot. so much in fact that he wants more. so tomorrow were headed back into po-town to take more. were starting recording again pretty soon. we found a guy in beacon whose building his own studio and hes looking for bands to record for, and we were happy to help him out. he offered to do it for free so thats a huge plus...saves us a couple grand, and his equipment isnt bad at all. the new cd will be mostly new material. i cant wait for battle of the bands. at this point i dont care if we win or lose i just cant wait for it because it should be a good show. i think tickets are like 5 bucks and most of its going to charity. its march 4th in case you were wondering. alright im outta here.
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2005|05:45 pm]
[mood |indifferentindifferent]
[whats stuck in my head |can't get away - third eye blind]

a funny thing happened today...i felt like updating. yesterday was a swell birthday. even though we sucked worse than we ever have at crannel, the sushi afterwards made up for it. im getting a new bass soon and that excites me a little bit. we're playing at john jay man tomorrow. should be a fun time. im tired of winter. i drove with my windows down today and it reminded me of summer. didnt fail english like i thought i would. in fact i pulled an 80 somehow. we took some promo shots in po-town on sunday. they came out really well. a few are up on pure volume(www.purevolume.com/namesakeny) and the rest should be up on the main site sometime soon. the video we took last december that was supposed to go to JCTV got messed up somehow. the colors got inverted on one camera and we looked like demons, and thats not the look we were going for and the other camera didnt record so that was a bit of a bummer. it really seems like this year is flying by. i hate that. les mis is going well. but i cant wait for it all to end so i can get a job and replenish my account which is almost dry. if all goes as planned ill end up at wingate with steve and denis. maybe ill update again in another month.
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